It seems that no matter what I do, or how hard I try…it will never be enough. I’m a smart, prepared woman. My daughter is my life. I live for her. To be quite honest, without her..I don’t think I would’ve made it. The problem is I’m in a very destructive, abusive relationship with my daughter’s father. We’ve been together for 7 years now…and I don’t know what to do. It is true when they say that emotional abuse is worse than physical; it doesn’t leave marks. If I were to tell you the amount of tears I’ve spilled.. the amount of heartaches…I would most definitely have more than enough to write 3 books..AT LEAST! My life hasn’t been easy, still I’ve manage to survive. I love him. I think I do. Or is it that I’m stuck in a vicious cycle? Why can’t I let him go?! I need to find the strength…I just do.