seeking support…

It seems that no matter what I do, or how hard I try…it will never be enough.  I’m a smart, prepared woman.  My daughter is my life.  I live for her.  To be quite honest, without her..I don’t think I would’ve made it.  The problem is I’m in a very destructive, abusive relationship with my daughter’s father.  We’ve been together for 7 years now…and I don’t know what to do.  It is true when they say that emotional abuse is worse than physical; it doesn’t leave marks.  If I were to tell you the amount of tears I’ve spilled.. the amount of heartaches…I would most definitely have more than enough to write 3 books..AT LEAST!  My life hasn’t been easy, still I’ve manage to survive.  I love him.  I think I do.  Or is it that I’m stuck in a vicious cycle?  Why can’t I let him go?! I need to find the strength…I just do.

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